Lately I have been feeling a shift in energy. It is not a familiar shift in energy and has been stirring for a good part of this year. It doesn’t hurt or feel weird in any way, just different. In the past several weeks I have noticed a change in my energy level, my taste has changed as well as my allergies. The energy seems to move me up and down in vibration several times a day. My dreams are also different, with some nights dreaming all night and other nights not at all. Not that that is entirely different, however the dreams are different, filled with messages and things I am not familiar with.
Generally when I go through a shift in energy/vibration it happens fairly quickly, within a week. I checked in with my guides about two weeks ago to find they weren’t within chatting distance. I found it odd, considering they are there all the time and when my guides change or leave they usually tell me so I can prepare for the new ones. This time it was a total shock! I have been checking in to see if they have stepped forward and they continue to be absent. I do feel a very large presence around me, nothing I have ever felt before. I have tried to talk with this new energy to find out what or who it is… and nothing, it has simply surrounded me with an essence, which is totally unfamiliar to me.
So why would I write about my guides and energies that I work with, usually I keep these types of things semi private, a relationship that I have not felt compelled to share with the world. Again, this time it is different and I seem to have a need to share, to confirm or to engage with you about changing energies.
I have been talking this week with several of my mentors because of my ego’s wanting to know what is happening. They have been having some of the same things happening, feeling of new energy, not sure what it is or why it is happening. They talked a lot about Goddess/God energy and star people energy. I found this all so intriguing. I also found it to be a synchronicity with my last visit to the Chopra center where I met Vamadeva Shastri who channels Kali. Kali is a Goddess of Shakti, information for another blog post. Vamadeva Shastri is one of the most intriguing women I have met, she talked a lot about bringing feminine power of love, compassion, peace and joy back to women. I found my conversations with my mentors to be a very strong confirmation that the energy that has been surrounding me is a form of this beautiful Goddess energy of love, compassion, peace and joy. Words I try to use frequently!
I find it difficult to express this type of energy since I have been predominantly taught and am comfortable with masculine energy. Even when I was younger my Dad would make me do the carpentry work at home. I worked equal to my brother with the farm work. I grew up during a period where women wanted to be equal with men, both psychically and mentally. So to engage and encourage this new energy is taking a complete overhaul of perception, a mind shift in my thinking patterns.
My message is to hang in there when there is a shift in energy or vibration. To find an ebb and flow with the transition, try to treat it like you do any other shifts in your life. The point is to be aware of the energy/vibration shift and to enjoy the anticipation of something new. When I fight against the new energy I create pain and suffering for myself, so will allow this energy to take form. If you are having similar shifts I would love to hear about them!