Early this year I had a past life regression in which I wanted to explore my fear around using my psychic abilities. So I literally drove 5 hours each way in one day to have a past life regression. Crazy I know but it seemed to be very important, so I did it.
The regression only took two hours and was more incredible than I could have imagined. What I took away from the entire experience was the overwhelming loneliness and constant searching for something that I could not find in the one life time. In one of the life times I visited I did not have psychic abilities, it was more lonely and isolated than being banished from society or living alone in two other lives where I did use and tell people about my visions and intuitive abilities. I can still feel the emptiness of that one life when I chose to live it with out any abilities. I lived that whole life just wondering around looking for what was missing, yet never finding it. Living a life without feeling your spirit, that god/goddess that lives inside each of us was so devastating.
All of my current life I have been so afraid to share my souls presence, to allow people to know that I have intuitive abilities. After the regression it was very clear to me that I did not want to continue to live being afraid to share the goddess within me. So here I am….100% ready to share God, angels, spirits and guides with the world.
I am here to tell you not to be afraid to get in touch with the god/goddess that lives within you. That joyful presence brings so much to your life, so much peace and love. I never want to live another life without my intuitive abilities, they bring a much higher level of joy to my life.
Since my sort of coming out of the closet, there has been such a relief. I have attracted so many like minded people to my life, people I would have never approached before are now talking about higher levels of consciousness to me all the time now.
My mother always told me to be careful what I wished for that it just might come true. Thank you mother for helping me to wish big, I love you.
