It was in my Akash that I experienced my Grandmother.
You see, I had been grieving my Grandmother for 25 years. As a psychologist I understand that 25 years is a long time to miss someone. As Angela, I also understood that 25 years is a long time to hold my pattern of grieving for someone I adored. I thought of my Grandmother as being very godlike. My experience of receiving her unconditional, non judgmental love was beyond my comprehension. Every word, every action of her’s reminded me of who I someday wanted to become.
It was in my Akash that I made the decision that I needed to heal my grief for her, as I could barely speak her name and the tears would flow. In my Akash is where I would see her, and be reminded of how much I missed her.
One day during my visit with her in my Akash, she asked me what I missed about her? It took me a while to figure out what it really was that I missed about her. Finally the answer came. It was her unconditional, non-judgmental love that I experienced with her. She told me it was simple to fix. All I had to do was to embody those qualities. To become the unconditional love that I missed, then I would no longer miss her.
What a wise woman my Grandmother was and still is. She was right I can write and talk about her without breaking down and crying myself to sleep.
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