by Angela Blaha | May 28, 2013 | Soul
As I stand at the sink thinking about a very young person in our community that has past away, I wonder what special blessing he had brought to his families life and to the community. I also wonder why young people choose to come into this life and to leave almost instantly.
The mind wanders a bit and I begin to think about myself and if I would have been able to emotionally handle loosing one of my children when they were younger. Automatically past life issues spring up and I hear clairaudient voice say, “you have lost children and loved ones in the past.” As I know this is true I think about if I have brought any of that karma with me to this life time or has it been healed since I did not loose any children at a young age this life time. My understanding of karma is that with every action there is a return of like action. My mother always told me what we sow we reap. I question if somewhere on my souls path had this action been healed?
The mind wanders again and I begin to think about all the karma I have brought to this lifetime to be healed. I am currently dealing with a back issue, which I know is a past life issue, I have suffered with it twice this lifetime so far. I think about the first time I had back surgery, I was 15 years old, I was very young and did not injure myself. There was always a question as to why I would have such back issues when I had no injury to support the issue. Shortly after that I began to experience my clairvoyant abilities. I did not understand the visions, the hearing of voices that I could not visually see, nor could I talk to anyone about them. I grew up on a farm where as a child you were seen not heard. I didn’t know or understand much about clairvoyance so I paid it little attention.
Then, as I stand by the sink something hits me like a brick wall. I have been struggling with further opening all my abilities recently. Both of my parents have passed with in a few months of each other and at the same time I am struggling with back issues. Coincidence? I know there is correlation between age 15 and now and yet I struggle to figure it all out. Is this karma? I ask myself. I begin to think about any thing that needs to heal, asking the soul to please reveal what it is that has been plaguing this issue.
I begin sobbing from some other place, you know when you begin crying for no reason and you cant stop it or control it. A small clairaudient voice says, “Time to begin the new book. Heal what karma you brought with you and move forward with helping others using my clairvoyance, clairaudience, medium ship, clairsentience .…Use them all.”
I feel this over whelming sense of gratitude and I realize how blessed I am in this very moment. Blessed about this lifetime of being able to understand my karma, that my actions can and will heal what I do not want to carry on to another life. Blessed in the fact that I am consciously aware that I have the power to heal myself with love and light from God.
by Angela Blaha | May 24, 2013 | Soul, Uncategorized
Being safe with psychic abilities…..Wow how fearful is that? Putting yourself out there for the whole world to know….to know your secret that you have kept for so long.
You know you’ve been down this road before. You sense the ever presence of fear from previous lives. Those lives when you have spread your secret only to be harmed when others feared your world, or pictures, or visions that you tried to explain to them. Only to have those visions come true, and then you live with the guilt of not doing more.
So how do you allow your soul to be free in this day and time? A time when you are constantly told that you will not be harmed to reveal your psychic(ness). It’s a different time…..a more accepting time….a shift. But what does that really mean when the fear of being judged is so ever present in the soul.
It means you start small and proceed slowly. Slowly finding like minds to talk with, to share your experiences with, to learn new things with and to be accepted by. Slowly allowing your psychic/intuitive abilities to come forth. Slowly but surely allowing the soul to be safe with every new experience, every new person you trust with your secret. Every time you take a step forward, you begin to feel the safety and the courage begins to build and you allow yourself to take another step forward.
Is it safe to reveal your truth now in the year 2013? So far, so good! What I have learned most about revealing my truth is that as soon as I say something to a person, another person comes into my life and reconfirms that it is safe.
I am so blessed to have chosen this time to be born again and to finally be safe to be the real me, the intuitive me. It has been a long journey, one that is not complete, but so worth the effort. Pure joy is ahead and I am ready. How about you?
by Angela Blaha | May 22, 2013 | Soul
Early this year I had a past life regression in which I wanted to explore my fear around using my psychic abilities. So I literally drove 5 hours each way in one day to have a past life regression. Crazy I know but it seemed to be very important, so I did it.
The regression only took two hours and was more incredible than I could have imagined. What I took away from the entire experience was the overwhelming loneliness and constant searching for something that I could not find in the one life time. In one of the life times I visited I did not have psychic abilities, it was more lonely and isolated than being banished from society or living alone in two other lives where I did use and tell people about my visions and intuitive abilities. I can still feel the emptiness of that one life when I chose to live it with out any abilities. I lived that whole life just wondering around looking for what was missing, yet never finding it. Living a life without feeling your spirit, that god/goddess that lives inside each of us was so devastating.
All of my current life I have been so afraid to share my souls presence, to allow people to know that I have intuitive abilities. After the regression it was very clear to me that I did not want to continue to live being afraid to share the goddess within me. So here I am….100% ready to share God, angels, spirits and guides with the world.
I am here to tell you not to be afraid to get in touch with the god/goddess that lives within you. That joyful presence brings so much to your life, so much peace and love. I never want to live another life without my intuitive abilities, they bring a much higher level of joy to my life.
Since my sort of coming out of the closet, there has been such a relief. I have attracted so many like minded people to my life, people I would have never approached before are now talking about higher levels of consciousness to me all the time now.
My mother always told me to be careful what I wished for that it just might come true. Thank you mother for helping me to wish big, I love you.
