I know for a fact that starseeds have a difficult time with the emotional body and understanding the emotions. These emotions can change a perceptive thought within a millisecond and my whole world is turned upside down.
I feel like an emotional rollercoaster sometimes!
The emotions have moves I do not understand and they do not match the logic of my left-brain. So my left and right brain seem to be in a continuous battle for control, neither of them ever wins, rather the battle continues and overtime I give up, falling deeper and deeper into the trap of separation.
As a starseed I have worked almost continuously to understand the duality of such rigorous strain on the emotional body. I have even gone into categorizing the emotions and listing the extremes of what one emotion brings to the table. Trying relentlessly to connect it to some sort of wisdom or knowledge.
Really that is all the left-brain wants is to understand the emotional body, to put some sort of knowledge to what is being felt so it can help with this experience in some way.
I have been told time and time again to remove the left-brain, the ego. To put it outside of myself so it would stop asking questions. I did this for a period of time and it seemed to obey, but what I noticed was that it kept me more in separation theory than helping me to move forward on this spiritual journey.
So I brought it back and asked it what it needed. All it told me was that it wanted to help but needed to be fed some type of knowledge to help arrange the emotions and the feeling attached to the words so healing and happiness could reside.
I seriously wondered why I did not do this earlier in my life, who would have thought to just ask? Duh!
There are many emotions that are still illusive to me and then to add to the confusion there are false words, which have no meaning and keep me in wonder what it really means or if the meaning is to keep me under a false precept? As a starseed the language combined with the emotions and explanation of the feelings keep me busy. I have a real quest to understand this human experience far greater than what is on the surface.
I love how eloquently, yet almost destructive this planet is with all of its duality. It is a complex puzzle and may feel like it will take an eternity to completely understand. Something I know the wisdom of remembering holds within its clutch. Yet, I will continue to understand the emotions and to feed the brain knowledge, all the while moving toward to a unified self.
