I know this feminine wounded woman……I have been her for so long. There are many of us who feel so deprived. We have been surviving in the masculine energy and not thriving in our Goddess self. It’s been a lonely world trying to survive.
I remember being in high school and believing in the fairy tales of romance, love, travel, seeing and being a part of the world. Long story short that did not happen until I created my business. As I stood in my own power using my voice as an expression of my soul, everything changed. The longings for romantic travel, loving deeply and being in a world rich with connections became my reality when I listened to my Intuition.
Feminine energy teaches us that we are intuitive beings, are you using your intuition to the max?
My intuition is off the charts! I have always been intuitive but the deeper I release from my wounds the more intuitive I become. I love helping people using my intuition because it is never wrong. It is the one area in my life where I feel free, overwhelmingly confident and super connected.
I have spent a lifetime healing from my Mother wounds, the feeling of soul abandonment and recently betrayal of a past life.
Here are a few signs you have wounded feminine energy.
- Reject compliments or help. I was leading a retreat and we were getting off a boat, the crew, who were men, held their hands out to help us out of the boat. There were several women who did not accept their help. It was fascinating to watch.
- Over emotional. I don’t know anyone who says they want to be emotional. But when you stuff your emotions, hold them, repress them….then finally one day you just bust and the emotions just don’t stop. You feel embarrassed and repress them again until the next time.
- Form your opinions and base decisions on everyone else. This has never been a problem for me, and I can’t tell you how many times I have gotten the look or kick under the table from others (men and women) who want me to shut up. But, I see this all the time with clients.
- Ignore intuition. This is the wound of being judged, people thinking I’m crazy.
- People pleasing. Needing approval and praise. Our masculine dominated society loves this one.
Here are a few things you can do to heal your feminine wounds.
And it doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, we all have these wounds.
- Find time for introspection. Really understand who you are, what your wants and needs are and then create a plan to release your true self.
- Express yourself. Write, journal, draw, create a blog, write a letter, and burn it.
- Listen. Really listen to your intuition and act upon it.
It is time for the feminine to be seen and heard. We cannot survive any longer being repressed.
I HAVE ALWAYS LISTENED TO MY INTUITION….
And I can promise you one thing……you will never be the same when you listen. Really listen to your higher self.
If you are ready to start listening to your feminine gifts of Intuition, I recommend starting with Akashic Records.
We have created a world based on doing, building, strategizing, goal setting and achieving, all good qualities to have. But we have focused on them so much that it is now almost detrimental to growth.
Being able to balance these qualities with more feminine qualities of intuition, wisdom, and love expression is the key to changing our past into our future.
Are you living too much in your masculine?
I have been. I was taught early on in my life to DO…..in order to survive in this world I had to overachieve. Do so much that I could succeed. It has been a very lonely world…..the doing portion of me has been successful but at what costs?
Here are a few signs that you have wounded masculine energy.
Doesn’t matter if you are a female or male, we all carry some level of wound. It’s in our DNA.
- You cannot sit still. Are you always needing to be doing something and feel guilty if you’re not? Having wounded masculine energy makes you feel like nothing is ever enough no matter how much you succeed. This most often manifests from childhood trauma, root chakra blockages of not feeling safe.
- You get easily triggered or angry. Do you have a high level of intensity and take things personally, pushing you over the edge frequently? This is a normal adaptation over your lifetime of always being masculine.
- Are you an over-doer? If you have lived in your masculine energy, you are always giving. Feminine energy receives, masculine energy gives. You can recognize it if someone gives you a compliment and you struggle to receive it and you feel like you immediately need to give something back. Do you struggle to ask for help – yep, masculine wound.
- Are you a chronic overthinker? Masculine energy is identified with logical thinking and doesn’t allow for a connection with your heart. Most of us fear our heart because of the emotions that are felt with it so we tend to jump into the logical mind.
- Your body is tense and rigid. When you repress the flow of energy your body will feel tight especially on one side or the other. This is the body holding your masculine wounds.
- Are you always planning for the past or future? Feminine energy lives in the present moment so if you are always thinking about the past or worried about the future you are repressing your feminine energy.
Everyone can heal from these wounds.
Here are a few things you can do to start your healing journey.
Females: practice feeling flow through your body, practice visualization, trust your intuition.
Males: practice grounding yourself, deepen your eye gaze, listen more intently.
I WAS TIRED OF DOING……SO I BECAME MORE BEING.
I can promise you one thing. You will never be the same.
On November 8 we experienced a full moon lunar eclipse, the second in this season of eclipses. As you know I love eclipses because of their power to make us shift either consciously or unconsciously.
There is always so much hype about the 11/11 Portal. Let’s explore.
11/11 is a symbol and you can read all the meanings on google if you want more information and there is a large variety of them. When I look into this 11/11 gateway or portal I honestly don’t see much. Many say this is a portal/gateway for spiritual growth, but I know you and I are always on a spiritual journey, it’s not just one day a year.
Now, like any symbol you can make it into something beyond the Universe or you can simply ignore it. Either way you will be on a spiritual growth no matter which you choose. Remember, what you focus on brings energy and your belief in this gateway will surely bring you what you desire.
Let’s look at the bigger picture. Since the eclipse, full moon and 11/11 gateway are so close together, there will be stirrings within you. You may be more emotional, have excessive brain fog, be very hard on yourself, maybe even ditch relationships and careers. Remember, you are safe in making changes and experiencing the shadows of life.
Afterall, it is the person you become after you move through these Universal energies that matters, even though the process is usually a bit difficult.
I can help you in moving through the rough patches and here is how…….
Healing Your Soul Purpose Mentoring program.
All the details can be found by clicking here.
As a human race we have a tendency to only see one way. Usually this vision comes from our past experience (old patterns, programming, cycles). In order for the beginning stages of creation to happen you have to change these narratives (also known as beliefs) you have.
There is no way around this part of shifting consciousness!
For example: The recent hurricane in Florida was said to create vast devastation and destruction. What if……as a master of creation your focus was not on devastation of physical material but devastation of old beliefs, patterns, cycles? Can you imagine the benefits of changing the narrative for all weather and storms?
Changing the narrative for a hurricane allows for support of the natural world, something we have not used for many eons. Humans used to rely on the support of the natural world then we were seen as witches, alchemists and magicians. A real human atrocity was created with these lies and the truth being that we are creators here in a physical form whose power is unstoppable.
To sum it all up, shifting consciousness is easy…. start with changing the narrative. Stop those ugly repeating patterns, programs and become the real you, super powerful and full of curiosity and wonder.
Step 1 to becoming a creator – change the narrative.
To help you on your creator journey check out my Crisis Care Course.
I have been absent for a good portion of 2022….allowing my own chaos to simply play itself out. It has been a year to end cycles, everything from old desires, patterns, deaths of viruses and queens. A year for the evolutionary history of humanity.
I know I have done my fair share of ending cycles, patterns, partnerships, businesses, thoughts, desires that were not aligned, deep soul diving, seeing into the future, and admitting to myself of who I really am.
As you read this, I am in France to explore the energy of Mary Magdalene and the Black Madonna’s. It has been on my list for over 3 years now and finally I will be embodying the Goddess who BIRTHED THE TRUTHS that created envy which formed the BETRAYALS OF HUMANITY. (More on this later)
2023 will be an explosive year, personal growth will be the trend and more ending of cycles and patterns. Truth will be the most desired thing. Your own personal truth as well as humanities truth.
There is huge energy for creation/invention right now, use it to your advantage. The only things that must accompany this energy is authenticity, sustainability and support. Anything to do with supremacy is dead, capitalism and hierarchy will struggle in 2023. So, if you are engaged in those areas just know it will be a rough year for you.
Chaos has been the limelight for several years now, it has pit people against people, and I feel a giant shift in this energy is currently occurring. Truth is deeply desired by most humans now and this is the shift we have been waiting for.
With this shift in consciousness from chaos to truth comes new energy to create. This creation energy will not support a new avenue to an old creation. NO, NO, NOOOOOOOO
This is a new creation that will support you and help you master the 5 dragon energies. Because humanity has been so BETRAYED in the past these 5 elements are a must. They help you overcome any anger, hurt and betrayal that domination, control and manipulation has created.
The embodiment of the Goddesses of Truth is a beautiful tribute to this creation energy, and I will be bringing its wisdom to the forefront in 2023.
If you are feeling stuck, not sure if you’re ready for 2023 I highly suggest you check out all the classes in my Library, just click HERE. Being ready for this shift of consciousness is the best thing you can do for yourself and thriving in 2023. IT IS TIME!
Recently a friend asked me how he could support me this lifetime?
This question took me by surprise as I have never had such a question posed to me. It took me several days and his constant inquiry for me to answer. I am a very independent person and I have a false belief that states I can do it all myself. I really had to think about this quest, how can someone support me, this was such a foreign concept to my mind that I spent three days angsting over all the possibilities.
It was a great question yet I had no answer!
I am used to walking alone in this life and all of a sudden someone wants to support me? What? What would this mean, would I have to give up something to allow someone’s support? My own continuous inquiry of this question was relentless and took my mind in so many different directions.
On the second day after breakfast, he again asked and said he needed an answer…I responded out of nowhere that I needed a teacher and a mentor. I wondered where this request came from, but it made perfect sense as I have been looking for a teacher and mentor who could love me for who I am yet expand me beyond all dimensions.
The remainder of the day I thought about what this could possibly mean….it has been a dream of mine to find a mentor who understands me, sees me and could help me break all illusions. I kept thinking that I had finally found someone who could fulfill this role…or did I? This kept roaming around in my mind and then I heard a bold voice say, why didn’t you just ask for a God, that is what you are really looking for.
What? Geeze…. where does this stuff come from, I wondered? A God, I asked? A vision flashed through my mind of a time when we were creator Gods right alongside of the one and only God. Then my ego came in and disrupted the beautiful sight and feeling of a love so pure and light that it brought tears to my eyes, and I heard, like anyone can fulfill that role!
The next morning I told my friend I really needed a God….his expression surprised me and he commented with, “finally!” We did not speak of it again.
Much to my surprise, this quest was not focused outside of myself. Rather, I spent the rest of the day daydreaming about what it would be like to be free from this shell of a human body as that is my representation of what being God means. No constraints of language, or energy form, or food, or water, or anything. Just pure freedom, capable of deep experiences of love and peace yet incapable of experiencing lack.
I know at a conscious level I deserve to be loved and I deserve to love …..all at the level of which I desire. Even though I live in a world of duality I should not have to experience the duality if I choose, after all this is humanities free will. If I choose not to experience duality and the illusion that I am separate from my Godself then I deserve a God. I laughed to myself as if that could even be a possibility in this so-called reality and wondered what I really meant by I deserve a God?
I wondered what life would be like if I experienced myself without holding anything back: freedom, deep love, peace, joy…….the emotions kept coming alongside the tears. There was a deep understanding in every single cell of my existence that the God I seek resides within me, because only I can fulfill such a wish.
My connection with my Godself is my one truth of all the worlds. I need my god self because I am the one true person who knows me, sees me and understands me. Only my connection with myself can fulfill why I need a God, because once I have that, I am connected with God, whole in God and one with God!