When I dig even deeper, I notice a sort of diversion happening within me, almost like I want to back up and not move forward. I ask what else can money offer? I hear luxury, however, I do not see luxury, instead I see blank space. I wonder what it is that I need to release or expand into, to see luxury. I ask myself, what will it take to receive luxury – I hear a wide awakening!
I consider myself a fairly wide-open person! I ask, what is a wide awakening? I hear, a complete revamp of the system, a break down of beliefs. You have old thoughts and beliefs that you are not worthy of luxury. Now, this annoys me, yet I know it is true. I wanted to believe those old beliefs were released and taken care of years ago.
I ask, what do I need to do to release the remaining beliefs. I hear, go within! The usual comment!
So, I go within and I notice and see the old belief stemming from childhood where we were very poor and the belief said, “we were not worthy of luxury”.
I turn further inward and say I am not that young person anymore, so my belief should not remain in that state of being. I am very capable of manifesting everything and I am older now. If I want enough money to have a luxurious life, then I shall have it. I felt like I was demanding the belief to release me from its ugly claw.
The acknowledgment of knowing this belief was created when I was a little girl was enough to break down the belief. Sometimes we need a complete retraining of the mind, so I have created an affirmation to match the new belief and will state it until the mind does not know anything except the new belief.
Most lack beliefs were created when we were young and it is time release your lack beliefs to the time and space it occurred in. You are now in a different time and space and you should be creating new beliefs as you progress through time and space.
The further I dove into the belief the easier it was to dispel the belief and any power it held over me. I could understand that the lack of money/luxury was not my belief. It was a belief my parents had and I released that belief to that time and space, as I no longer have that belief. Beliefs are easy to change; you simply have to have the courage to dive into them and then to change them to match your current situation.
Over the past few days I have been asking myself what really is lack mentality?
Do I possess lack mentality or beliefs, if so, where and what do I have lack about?
Webster’s online dictionary states that lack means: a state of being without or not having enough of something.
“A state of being”…….ouch!
I always understood lack of something meant wanting or needing something I did not have, but a state of being…..puts an entirely different spin on it. I really had not thought or felt into lack mentality as a state of being.
For me, a state of being means, ‘I am’ whatever I lack. “A state of being” moves into a belief, a dominant or core belief which extends into present day. So, if I lack money, my new definition means that I am a lack of money. Which puts me in a totally different vibrational alignment of what I try to achieve around money. Money is a simple example for a “lack of belief”, as everyone, at one time or another can resonate with the concept.
This means, if I want to change my ability to receive money, I have to change my thoughts, emotions, actions, and I have to change my state of being. For me, this means and entire overhaul of the belief pattern around the entire subject, starting where the belief began.
Now, I understand that money is simply energy, just as I am energy and as energy we exchange all the time. So as energy, I know I have the ability to change belief, thoughts, emotions, actions, etc at will. This is a core belief, so to change this belief around lack of money, should be fairly simple.
As an energy being, I feel into money and how we exchange energy. What does it offer me? It offers an exchange, which providing safety in the form of a house, electricity, my entire fundamental needs are met with this exchange. And I am in full receiving mode of this kind of exchange. As I dig a little deeper I ask what else does it offer? It offers a valuable exchange for services and goods I want and need to purchase, again I am in full receptive mode for these items. At the same time, I create a sense of gratefulness I have what I need to feel safe in this world.
TO BE CONTINUED……
The other day I was told to be more transparent! What the…….
I thought about this for a couple days asking myself what transparency looks like. Does that mean I have to tell everyone my faults, every little horrible thing about who I am? Then I would ask myself who really cares about that? I would answer my own question with, probably no one. After all I don’t care about peoples faults, all I care about is their strengths and how to help them become more strong.
Transparent…I do not even have a working definition for that word. So I looked it up and this is what the on line simple Meriam-Webster dictionary said.
~ able to be seen through
~ easy to notice or understand
~ honest and open: not secretive
Then I asked myself if this was my working definition of the word and I agreed that it was. So I did not come up with a new definition, I used the above one.
Then, I asked if I was transparent? My answer is yes and no!
I am not secretive; I am always honest and open without harm to others. I repeat what I say in many different forms so that what I say is understood and I feel I am easily seen through, since I am honest. Being transparent does not equal privacy and sometimes I believe we have the two words confused. Am I private? Yes! Do I keep peoples information secret? Yes, because I am very ethical! So, if being ethical and private, honoring peoples privacy is not being transparent, then so be it. Divulging others information is not something I am willing to disclose, my family included.
I dove deeper into my feeling about being transparent. I feel that there is a difference between being vulnerable and transparent. Being vulnerable, means that you are open to attack! Why would anyone want to do that, after all, everyone is due their opinion. It does not mean I have to be open to their opinion. If I were to do that, I would give into the rules of someone, giving up my power to be who I am. Being vulnerable would go against every thing I teach.
Being transparent, is not giving up my power to anyone, and I am not open to publically displaying every crazy thought or emotion I have. We all know, that when someone opens themselves up to every dark corner of the mind, there is judgment. Doing this would again, put me in the box of someone else’s rules and giving up of my power.
Because I do not play the same game as someone else, does not mean I am not transparent and I will never be vulnerable. I am, like all of you, human. However, I do play by my own rules, where I practice, no judgment of who I am. If I am practicing true love, the only rule I have is love. To me, love only knows strength and it sees faults as growing wisdom, rather than negatives.
So, be as transparent as you want to and by no means, ever be vulnerable, as being open for attack should never be something to achieve or strive for. Below is what I posted on my facebook page as an attempt to be more transparent – let me know what you think!
I was told the other day to be more transparent! Not sure how to do that or be that, but here it goes.
As most of you know, I remember my star existences. Which means that I call myself a star being as well as a human being. I come to earth when I am called to by God to help and serve in what is deemed to be my truth, this lifetime, my truth and purpose is to activate and help other beings to recognize their own truth and purpose, to help them make sense of their remembering oneness and to help everyone in the “shifting” energy.
I really do not like separating myself by using words that describe or create rules around my being as this promotes separation theory. A theory which has caused much turmoil for the human aspect of who we are, as this theory enjoys the struggle between ego and soul.
We are in the midst of changing energy, many of you know it as “The Shift”, basically what is happening, all of us here on earth are remembering oneness. A way of being that dissolves separation within our thoughts, emotions, patterns and beliefs.
I will be as transparent as I can be without promoting separation between you and I, as everything I do affects you in some way. Just as I am constantly asking you to watch your words and how you describe yourself so not to create more separation within yourself, because it will affect me someway, somehow.
Here is my truth for today – I love each one of you so much that it is indescribable with the words that I can find. Rather than use words, I ask that you feel my love, the love of unity consciousness, which only seeks pure truth. A love so vast and deep, that it may seem overwhelming. Move inward to your energy, this is where you will find my love!
All my love to you!
Are you living a ho-hum life?
Remember when you were a kid and everything in the world seemed so magical. Nothing could happen to you that kept you from feeling and being happy! Your dolls and trucks were so cool that they seemed real and you imagined that they really were.
Remember when you thought creatively, saw imaginary friends (the ones that were real in some other dimension) and every need was met without you even thinking you had a need.
Remember when you ran through the mud puddles and the fresh spring rain would splash all over and you giggled and laughed and thought the world was amazing? Remember when you discovered a worm crawling out of its hole for the first time and you just watched it move, intrigued at how it could move without legs or arms.
Remember when time seemed endless, as if days and nights had no beginning or ends, they just were. Remember when you experienced your first Christmas and you knew that magic really did exist.
Have you fallen away from the belief that magic is real? Why?
Everyday is magical, when you see beyond the dimension of illusion and into the abyss, there is only magic. Time is disappearing, as we move into 5th dimensional energy, you can stretch it or release it to fit your needs. There are scientific studies on the fact that you can do it, time should feel magical. Time is part of the illusion of third dimensional energy, so play with time. It is only a tool.
Why not you allow yourself to jump into those mud puddles, allowing that playful aspect of you to enjoy life, feeling grateful for every drop of rain and every move you make. Life remains simple and pleasurable, which is where we deserve and need to be. So, be sure to play today.
If you allow your mind to expand, you can see those imaginary friends, they show up as dragons, past loved one, fairies, little green men. They are not there to frighten you or hurt you, rather they are there to expand your natural abilities to live within the fifth dimension and beyond.
When we give gifts to others or spend quality time with those we love, that is truly when magic appears. Learning about someone at the depth of his or her soul is very magical. This being-ness allows them and you to feel safe in knowing and understanding them and yourself, at a level beyond the ego.
If you feel you have fallen from paradise, from the magical aspects of life, do something you used to love to do when you were a child. When we play we express our gratitude for being alive, for being loved and for being love.
What do you consider intelligence?
We have many different kinds of intelligence: Verbal, Mathematical, Visual, Rhythmic, Body, Intrapersonal, Interpersonal, Naturalistic and Existential. All forms of intelligence are widely recognized by Psychologist, Sociologist, Psychiatrists.
The way your brain is organized has much to do in the decision of your dominant intelligence. If you are linear in thinking you use more of a left dominate brain. If you are more holistic in your thinking you are most likely to use your right hemisphere more often. Neither is right or wrong, rather it is a matter of knowing and understanding how you function within your own intelligence.
What do the hemispheres of the brain have to do with wisdom?
Your intelligence has everything to do with wisdom, because in our society today we do not consider them to be equal. There is a perception among human beings, which believes, the older you are the wiser you are. I would disagree and here is why.
Your emotional body, how you feel, is very wise. The emotions hold many memories within the physical body. When emotions arise, do you allow yourself to experience them or do you shove them further and further into your cell memory? It is very harmful to disregard your emotions. Rather, connecting the emotions with your thoughts is what I recommend. When the thought and the emotion can understand each other, they change, they become more manageable, healed and expanded. Did you know the mind believes every thing you tell it, what are you telling it about your emotions?
Take the word “Bliss” for example. If I want to live a blissful life, but I do not have a working definition for the word bliss, how could I every live blissfully?
If I do not recognize an emotion or have any kind of definition for that emotion, I have no way of understanding what it needs. When I attach the emotion to an explanation (thought) or definition of the word, this action creates a memory, this memory then creates a translation of how I would live blissfully and what I would need to change to make that real.
Your intelligence does not recognize the ability to live blissfully without information! When you move into wisdom, you recognize within you the feeling of the emotion and you create a definition that matches the feeling, creating memory to manifest what you want, need and desire. This then creates a new pattern and everything you do, say and feel works towards creating more bliss.
This concept is how manifestation works, and when you manifest what you want, you move into the wisdom of it. Wisdom allows you to understand what you want goes beyond the material world into soul desire. Creating a vibration that matches everything within your wisdom of desire.
I have created a series of information to help you understand your wisdom. Click the link below.
Can I really use this Chaos Energy that I am experiencing now, to my advantage?
I know many of your have been experiencing the extreme ups and downs with the energy shifts. The energy is in full tilt as we continue our expansion process. I feel like I am on an emotional and mental rollercoaster nearly everyday now. The vibration of the energy is high and continues to remain high, generally we move into high vibration and then it settles back down allowing us to become accustomed to the energy. However, lately the energy continues to spike higher and higher and this week will continue to be high.
This sort of action requires us to go higher and higher without any leveling off to allow the energy to settle into our cells, this creates such a high emotion and multitude of thought, that we feel as if we are going crazy because it is hard to maintain this high energy level 24/7.
Know this: You are not crazy and everyone is experiencing this energy. You may feel chaotic, like life is spinning out of control, however you are experiencing the expansion process.
There are many things we can do to work with the energy. For instance, when you crave sugar right now, allow yourself to have a small bit of sugar. If your exhausted, find the time to take naps or sleep in. If you need to be outside in the sun, then take time to be in the sun. Do some earthing – put your feet in the dirt or in the grass and pay attention to how your body feels.
What is happening with our world is the expansion process. Which simply means we are moving from a carbon based world to a crystalline based world. Our chakra system has to upgrade to allow the body to crystalize. Being a crystalline body has many advantages, such as living longer, less illness, etc. The energy highs that we are experiencing is the process of collapsing grids and moving into 5th Dimensional energy and beyond is both exciting and a bit unnerving at the same time.
You can use the energy to your advantage by moving into flow, try not to over process the emotions and thoughts, write them down and let them belong to the paper. You can visualize this process, of pouring out your old thoughts and emotions onto the paper and locking those thoughts and emotions to the paper. Not allowing them to come back into you. This is a releasing process of riding your body of the old thoughts and emotions to allow space for new to flow in.
Moving the physical body more is a good way to rid the body of old celled memory. Our cells hold memory of old thought, emotional and belief patterns, when you move the body through walking or exercise with the intent to release old thought, emotions and patterns, then the body will do just what you tell it to do.
Another technique is to allow yourself to expand into your belief patterns, ask yourself if this is true today. Belief patterns are generally formed when you are young and because you are a continuous changing being, those belief patterns are probably out of date and really do not fit who you are today. Allowing yourself to release these old patterns or to at least update them is being in flow with the energy.
Doing what you need to do to be in flow right is important with the expansion process. Reach out for help if you need it. I have created a Facebook group where we discuss the energy and how to cope and change with it, we are not here to maneuver the expansion process alone. I hope you join us at Blissful Living Facebook Group.