by Angela Blaha | Dec 29, 2022 | Spiritual
Why am I here?
What am I supposed to do here?
What’s my real purpose?
All valid questions…..and the answers – or sometimes no answers – can be very frustrating. We have these beliefs that drill into us to succeed, make money, be spiritual…..the list is endless. But then, we have this awakening along the way and all hell breaks loose.
Those questions become deeper, more meaningful, more plague-full, nagging and often make you feel desperate. Those questions make you doubt yourself, make you feel worthless and often cause loneliness. But, I encourage you to keep asking them.
What if the entire reason we – as humans – are here, is not what we think. What if our purpose is not for ourselves but for the conscious evolution of the Universe?
And we live on earth because we are the cells that help Earth evolve. Your own awareness, curiosity, ability to create a life you desire is what feeds the Earth ultimately feeding the Universe. How does this change your perception?
Your real purpose is to harmonize yourself. Not to swing or stay too long in highs or lows, rather to find harmony with the Universe. There is no struggle when you are in harmony.
Harmony becomes complicated when you add in the fact that we live in a Universe based on positives and negatives. Science and life teach us that we need both positives and negatives to create here. Having both positives and negatives in one place causes conflict because everything is measured from a variety of perspectives. This conflict of positives and negatives become tools of creation.
Think about your life, when have you used this tactic? I talk about my boredom frequently. This is my tool to alert me that I need to be creating something. It is my negative that creates a positive motivator to do. This inner conflict keeps me in harmony – when I am out of harmony – I am signaled/triggered by boredom, my inner memo to acknowledge that I have not been creating.
Conflict should not be used as a tool to fight for something, rather it should be a tool to find harmony. This is our biggest lesson!
We are currently at a crossroads in this lesson. In our past we have used conflict as a weapon, to kill, destroy, manipulate, and control. It has not served us well. If we continue down this path, we will find a way to destroy ourselves yet again.
The real reason you are here is to become the harmony. You do this by acknowledging that you are light, not to become light, you already possess it. By using your light (wisdom) to work through your shadows, to understand duality as a tool to manifest and create and not be afraid to enter a state of void, where you are Consciousness – the whole.
To reach this state of wholeness or Unity you have to void yourself of all dualities – positives and negatives. This is a state of freedom, void of everything that belongs to duality. I have experienced this state of being and it is very pleasant until you bump up against people and energy that lives in duality, that projection often pulls you back into duality.
To be in a process of constant evolution a society has to move along this path. We, as a human race, are not along this path. Sure, some of us try to harmonize with nature, the Universe but very few can maintain this status while living life.
If we used conflict as a tool to harmonize, we would constantly be asking ‘what next?’, questioning everything, critically thinking, and actually being aware of what is. However, for a world to expand and grow it has to have high conflict. Without high conflicts there is no growth.
Because we are not constantly questioning and being curious, the earth does not grow, slowing down the evolution of humanity and the Universe.
Stay tuned, more to come next week….
by Angela Blaha | Dec 22, 2022 | Emotions, Spiritual
When you run from your emotions, stuff them or completely deny them because you fear the feelings then you are creating more shadows in you.
Carl Jung led the way in discussing, explaining and encouraging us to explore our shadow. The parts of our psyche that we try hard to keep hidden. They are those repressed emotions, those traumatic experiences that we just want to forget and the personality traits that we don’t want to acknowledge.
Afterall, we just want to be God-like, to not have ill thoughts, bad experiences, be judged by others and most of all to be perfect. Whatever those things mean to me.
But, the more we repress the negative side of ourselves the more of it we create and soon we have limited our self-perception to almost nothing.
This plays right into what I talked about last week about negatives, positives and duality. Remember our soul purpose here is to become harmony. A tree doesn’t stop growing because it loses a branch in a storm, rather it grows a new root to stabilize itself more for the next storm.
You cannot manifest if you deny yourself your shadows. Because of duality you have to have both negatives and positives in order to create and manifest – it’s just how this world works. Until you make the unconscious conscious it will plague you and direct your life. It leads to limiting beliefs, self-sabotage, destructive behavior and ruined relationships.
Because we are at a crossroads in evolution I want to help you with your shadows. They are not bad parts of you, they are simply contrasts and inner conflicts. When you make some type of meaning out of them they transform. It’s time to transform.
Learn more about Soul Purpose Mentoring.
by Angela Blaha | Dec 15, 2022 | energy, Soul, Spiritual
I know this feminine wounded woman……I have been her for so long. There are many of us who feel so deprived. We have been surviving in the masculine energy and not thriving in our Goddess self. It’s been a lonely world trying to survive.
I remember being in high school and believing in the fairy tales of romance, love, travel, seeing and being a part of the world. Long story short that did not happen until I created my business. As I stood in my own power using my voice as an expression of my soul, everything changed. The longings for romantic travel, loving deeply and being in a world rich with connections became my reality when I listened to my Intuition.
Feminine energy teaches us that we are intuitive beings, are you using your intuition to the max?
My intuition is off the charts! I have always been intuitive but the deeper I release from my wounds the more intuitive I become. I love helping people using my intuition because it is never wrong. It is the one area in my life where I feel free, overwhelmingly confident and super connected.
I have spent a lifetime healing from my Mother wounds, the feeling of soul abandonment and recently betrayal of a past life.
Here are a few signs you have wounded feminine energy.
- Reject compliments or help. I was leading a retreat and we were getting off a boat, the crew, who were men, held their hands out to help us out of the boat. There were several women who did not accept their help. It was fascinating to watch.
- Over emotional. I don’t know anyone who says they want to be emotional. But when you stuff your emotions, hold them, repress them….then finally one day you just bust and the emotions just don’t stop. You feel embarrassed and repress them again until the next time.
- Form your opinions and base decisions on everyone else. This has never been a problem for me, and I can’t tell you how many times I have gotten the look or kick under the table from others (men and women) who want me to shut up. But, I see this all the time with clients.
- Ignore intuition. This is the wound of being judged, people thinking I’m crazy.
- People pleasing. Needing approval and praise. Our masculine dominated society loves this one.
Here are a few things you can do to heal your feminine wounds.
And it doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, we all have these wounds.
- Find time for introspection. Really understand who you are, what your wants and needs are and then create a plan to release your true self.
- Express yourself. Write, journal, draw, create a blog, write a letter, and burn it.
- Listen. Really listen to your intuition and act upon it.
It is time for the feminine to be seen and heard. We cannot survive any longer being repressed.
I HAVE ALWAYS LISTENED TO MY INTUITION….
And I can promise you one thing……you will never be the same when you listen. Really listen to your higher self.
If you are ready to start listening to your feminine gifts of Intuition, I recommend starting with Akashic Records.
by Angela Blaha | Dec 8, 2022 | Spiritual
Angela’s Interview from the Empath Toolbox
by Angela Blaha | Dec 8, 2022 | energy, Soul, Spiritual
We have created a world based on doing, building, strategizing, goal setting and achieving, all good qualities to have. But we have focused on them so much that it is now almost detrimental to growth.
Being able to balance these qualities with more feminine qualities of intuition, wisdom, and love expression is the key to changing our past into our future.
Are you living too much in your masculine?
I have been. I was taught early on in my life to DO…..in order to survive in this world I had to overachieve. Do so much that I could succeed. It has been a very lonely world…..the doing portion of me has been successful but at what costs?
Here are a few signs that you have wounded masculine energy.
Doesn’t matter if you are a female or male, we all carry some level of wound. It’s in our DNA.
- You cannot sit still. Are you always needing to be doing something and feel guilty if you’re not? Having wounded masculine energy makes you feel like nothing is ever enough no matter how much you succeed. This most often manifests from childhood trauma, root chakra blockages of not feeling safe.
- You get easily triggered or angry. Do you have a high level of intensity and take things personally, pushing you over the edge frequently? This is a normal adaptation over your lifetime of always being masculine.
- Are you an over-doer? If you have lived in your masculine energy, you are always giving. Feminine energy receives, masculine energy gives. You can recognize it if someone gives you a compliment and you struggle to receive it and you feel like you immediately need to give something back. Do you struggle to ask for help – yep, masculine wound.
- Are you a chronic overthinker? Masculine energy is identified with logical thinking and doesn’t allow for a connection with your heart. Most of us fear our heart because of the emotions that are felt with it so we tend to jump into the logical mind.
- Your body is tense and rigid. When you repress the flow of energy your body will feel tight especially on one side or the other. This is the body holding your masculine wounds.
- Are you always planning for the past or future? Feminine energy lives in the present moment so if you are always thinking about the past or worried about the future you are repressing your feminine energy.
Everyone can heal from these wounds.
Here are a few things you can do to start your healing journey.
Females: practice feeling flow through your body, practice visualization, trust your intuition.
Males: practice grounding yourself, deepen your eye gaze, listen more intently.
I WAS TIRED OF DOING……SO I BECAME MORE BEING.
I can promise you one thing. You will never be the same.
by Angela Blaha | Nov 23, 2022 | Soul, Spiritual
Like all of you I am feeling a bit nostalgic this time of year. A bit more than normal…..why is that? Is it just because of our programming – every commercial, billboard, radio ad focuses on the holiday season – or is there something else?
If we look to astrology, there is a definite marking that happens as Jupiter turns direct in a new moon. These markings are said to be filled with new beginnings along with confidence and enthusiasm. When the Universe positions itself auspiciously we can feel relief. When we feel the emotional relief we open up to gratitude, happiness and joy.
It’s a great time to transcend those emotional wounds that you have been carrying with you for eons – you know the deep wounds that are most often beyond your human awareness. The ones that create deep life problems and you wonder……why?
Thank you for being here on Earth with me…..I truly love and adore you.
Now let’s enjoy the rest of 2022!
