by Angela Blaha | Jan 25, 2017 | Coaching, Communication, Emotions, energy, Intuition, Love, Meditation, Soul, Spiritual, Wellness |
I am at the point in my life where a job is not fulfilling, creating a business involves a ton of marketing, many hours spent working endlessly towards a perceived idea of success and to accumulate money. I sit in a small 10 X 10 room I call my office, this is where all the magic happens, creative workshops, mastermind thoughts, podcasts and meditations for others.
Yet, today and most days I crave for something more, something that involves deep experiences of growth and evolutionary downloads that will change the face of humanity. It is this yearning that keeps me alive.
Today, like most days are spent trying to talk myself into greatness. Hell, I have post it note after post it notes filled with inspiration, love quotes and motivation, all of which I would rather not read today, yet I read through them looking for the magic pill to take away these deep cravings for more. Today, it dawned on me what my real craving is….to create life with people who desire the same experiences that I do. To create life with deep emotions, deep expansion into the unknown and unseen. Deep conversations that leave me wondering about everything and fill me up at the same time.
I know on a conscious level that I deserve, desire and try to create this everyday….yet the yearning for more never ends. I constantly ask, Why? Why do I yearn for more? Why am I so inquisitive? Why can’t I just be happy? Yet, every cell in my body is screaming for something I just can’t fulfill. I long for such pure conscious love that I ache with the thought of what that would be like, the vision of it sets me on fire and scares the heck out of me at the same time.
Every thought that runs rampant in my mind says you have everything you need and more….yet I ask what about desire. Is it selfish to desire something different? Is it outside the experience of this lifetime to desire everything this world has to offer and more?
Daily I ask, What is it I desire? Who do I desire to be? I see so many people sharing their strategies of how to be successful, how to break the boundaries of their thoughts, their emotions, their beliefs…..I even teach others to do the same. Yet, today I am vulnerable to my own yearnings and desires.
My yearnings are so persistent and strong that sometimes I feel that my desire will swallow me up one day, never to be seen again within my own self. Today seems to be one of those days where the tears stream down my face with no option of stopping. No matter how I try to distract myself, I continue to feel the gentle tug of what else is possible to explore. I also know that these kinds of days generally mean there is a breakthrough of some kind about to happen, yet, these days are hard on my psyche, on my emotions and on my confidence.
I want to create a life of amazing experiences with others, I want to create partnerships with people where competition does not exist. I want to live everyday with so much expansion that when I lay my head down at night I am exhausted in all the accomplishments of the day. I want to have such deep conversations about everything that I run out of questions to ask.
What I yearn for has nothing to do with material objects, they have everything to do with relationships of love…. deep, deep love. I know at some level of this experience today I am tapping into a consciousness that exists within our human race and I know that some of you can relate and have similar yearnings. So, my quest continues, how can we create this amazing life we dream of?
As a wise old soul once told me, we are not islands, we create consciousness together. I am tired of the same old thing, I am tired of competition, I am tired of religion, politics, hate crimes, discrimination, material possession….the list goes on forever. I am tired!
Again, I ask. How can we create a life so full that we have no desires, no yearnings…. just bliss? The answer comes in a form of a vision, simple be a magnet and allow spirit to come to you. This way of being is in the current programming, yet I understand its function and dynamics. My new craving is to be this magnet, to stop thinking and working so hard that I literally stop the flow.
The new form of question is to “Show me” – show me how to be the magnet and to relax within the new way of being.
AUTHOR: Angela Blaha, Author, Mentor, Lover of Evolution.
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by Angela Blaha | Apr 17, 2016 | Coaching, Communication, Emotions, energy, Love, Positive Psychology, Soul, Spiritual, starseed
Are you living a ho-hum life?
Remember when you were a kid and everything in the world seemed so magical. Nothing could happen to you that kept you from feeling and being happy! Your dolls and trucks were so cool that they seemed real and you imagined that they really were.
Remember when you thought creatively, saw imaginary friends (the ones that were real in some other dimension) and every need was met without you even thinking you had a need.
Remember when you ran through the mud puddles and the fresh spring rain would splash all over and you giggled and laughed and thought the world was amazing? Remember when you discovered a worm crawling out of its hole for the first time and you just watched it move, intrigued at how it could move without legs or arms.
Remember when time seemed endless, as if days and nights had no beginning or ends, they just were. Remember when you experienced your first Christmas and you knew that magic really did exist.
Have you fallen away from the belief that magic is real? Why?
Everyday is magical, when you see beyond the dimension of illusion and into the abyss, there is only magic. Time is disappearing, as we move into 5th dimensional energy, you can stretch it or release it to fit your needs. There are scientific studies on the fact that you can do it, time should feel magical. Time is part of the illusion of third dimensional energy, so play with time. It is only a tool.
Why not you allow yourself to jump into those mud puddles, allowing that playful aspect of you to enjoy life, feeling grateful for every drop of rain and every move you make. Life remains simple and pleasurable, which is where we deserve and need to be. So, be sure to play today.
If you allow your mind to expand, you can see those imaginary friends, they show up as dragons, past loved one, fairies, little green men. They are not there to frighten you or hurt you, rather they are there to expand your natural abilities to live within the fifth dimension and beyond.
When we give gifts to others or spend quality time with those we love, that is truly when magic appears. Learning about someone at the depth of his or her soul is very magical. This being-ness allows them and you to feel safe in knowing and understanding them and yourself, at a level beyond the ego.
If you feel you have fallen from paradise, from the magical aspects of life, do something you used to love to do when you were a child. When we play we express our gratitude for being alive, for being loved and for being love.
by Angela Blaha | Mar 26, 2016 | Coaching, energy, Love, Soul, Spiritual
The feeling you get when someone transforms right before your eyes!
This week I witnessed a transformation of a soul friend. When I first met Terrie, she seemed shy yet very inquisitive, she wanted to know everything. I admired her will and perseverance to become a sponge of wisdom, there was something special about her and at my first glance of her energy I knew I would witness something amazing in her one day.
She sparkled from head to toe and every time I saw her I could see slight changes of opening in her heart and understanding of wisdom. She fell in love with Angels and still accesses them in her practice today. She followed nearly every word I spoke with her about, she was devoted to become the person she knew she was inside. Like a thousand petal lotus, one petal at a time she began to blossom.
In January she attended Reiki I & II, for Terrie it seemed this was the break through she was seeking. It wasn’t just the Reiki training that gave her confidence, it seemed to open up a new way of being, seeing, knowing for her. When we spoke this last week I could hear the confidence in her voice. She only asked clarifying questions as she already stood in her power of knowing. She was amazing and I repeated the confirmations of how her energy was strong and so confident, she had taken back her power she had given up.
She chose words that clarified her understanding, this was the thousand petal lotus I knew I would witness one day. I am so thrilled for her and how she has done the work to become who she wants to be, creating every step as she walks her path.
Her practice consists of meditation, invoking Archangels, using Reiki and grounding in her daily life. She even prides herself in being a tree hugger, especially if the energies seem overwhelming. The trees now talk to her and she hears their vibration as they sway in the wind. An example of another step in her evolution of consciousness.
Terrie started with simply asking and trusting everything. Allowing the busy mind to take a step back and to allow the soul to flourish. As her innate abilities continue to come alive she is forever grateful for following through with her wants, needs and desires. She is an amazing being of life, serving and healing every moment of everyday.
I want to share Terrie’s story with you as an indication of triumph. Proof that everyone has infinite possibilities and when you allow the soul to lead, life takes form and creation is discovered. Thank you Terrie for sharing your world! Namaste!
If you would like to share your transformation story, please post them in the comments box below.
by Angela Blaha | Feb 21, 2016 | Coaching, Communication, Emotions, energy, Intuition, Spiritual
What is the frequency of seperation?
The last few days have been extra pleasant, as the energy of the universe has blanketed us with an energetic addition to the layer of the grid systems.
What I mean by that is this: during the last few days I have witnessed the layers of dimension that have come into my awareness and the intention of each of the frequencies or vibrations they hold. I also witness what my intent is with the frequencies or vibrations and how I have aligned with them.
What the frequency of separation or third dimensional energy has taught me is that we come to earth knowing that we will forget. We come knowing as a soul that everything we have experienced prior to choosing to come to earth will be erased from our memory bank so that we may again choose what we want to experience. We come to earth knowing that we will experience our belief patterns, our thought patterns, we will be programmed and we will feel our emotions or lack of all of them. This is the intent of the energy, frequency or vibration of third dimensional energy. The intent of third dimensional frequency is not bad or wrong, rather it is an experience to explore and to experience.
Third dimensional frequency or vibration is an experience in understanding of ourselves. It teaches us how we choose to experience our thoughts, emotions, feelings, actions. How we understand the body, our mental processes, our emotions and how to integrate the soul into this frequency.
I also learned that if I choose to leave the third dimensional vibration of the body, mind and soul, then I need to expand into something else. Maybe I choose fifth dimensional frequency or sixth or beyond. The choices are infinite are always mine. Since my quest of full remembrance has been a process I am choosing to explore this frequency. My first step in this process is awareness.
I know at some intrinsic level of wisdom that remembering is available and I do not waver in this theory. How to match my vibration to this knowing is what I am expanding into and it seems to come in layers. It seems I need to experience many frequencies along the way. It is a fun adventure as I have explored many different vibrations within the last week. I have not made logical sense of all of them yet, but I am sure that will come with time.
In the mean while, enjoy the energy!
If you are yearning to explore your own vibration more, I have a series of modules where we explore our chakra system, how to clear, heal and expand into our energy system. We are on our second week, if you cannot attend the weekly webinars, everything is recorded and sent to your inbox. As an extra bonus you will receive a free hour reading with me. Click here for more information!
